Pemimpin... bagi sesetengah orang, seronok kalo dapat pangkat tu... ada sesetengah lagi menyatakan, ku tak mahu jadi pemimpin...
ku byk pergi kursus kepimpinan da sewaktu dengannya... mmg banyak ku belajar cara2 untuk memimpin... yang paling penting ialah confidence untuk memimpin... dengan berbekalkan ilmu di dada yang baru setitis, ku ingin memimpin sambil menambah ilmu2 tu lagi...
tapi, sejak kebelakang ini, ku sering bermuhasabah diri... adakah ku benar2 layak untuk memimpin...? boleh ke ku memimpin? ramai yg jawab, kau mst b0ley punye...
tapi, hakikatnya, tanggungjawab itu lebih besar di sebalik kuasa yang diberikan... Di akhirat nanti, kalo sesiapa tidak menjalankan tanggungjawabnye sebagai pemimpin, akan dipersoalkan dan jika tidak bertanggungjawab, nerakalah jawapannya... betapa besarnya tanggungjawab tu...
terfikir akan perkara ini, membuatkan ku takut semula untuk memimpin... Sepatutnya, orang akan takut untuk jadi pemimpin kerana tanggungjawab itu amat besar... Akan tetapi, makin ramai yang menagih akan kuasa pemimpin... bagi mereka, mereka dapat lakukan apa sahaja dan dapat kawal orang2 bawahannya mengikut kehendaknya... tak takut ke dipersoalkan nanti di akhirat?
satu lagi, apabila sudah jadi atau pernah menjadi pemimpin, mereka riak dan megah2kan diri... terlalu membanggakan diri seumpama dia seorang yang hebat...
t0l0nglah, jangan jd mcm tu... tak kire kite ni pemimpin ataup0n tidak, kita semua sama saje... xde beza p0n... ku manusia, kau juga manusia... nak kata ko hebat, bandingkanlah dengan seorang pemimpin paling hebat di muka bumi ini, iaitu Nabi Muhammad S.A.W... Baru kau tau langit tinggi mane... baru lah kau berpijak semula di bumi yang nyata...
ku hanya berpesan kepada semua pembaca dan diri sendiri juga, dengan pesanan yang tak seberapa ini... ku hanyalah umpama 'pencacai' di mata korang yang berkuasa...
28 February 2010
25 February 2010
Accident!!!
Kunagh enj0y angin ptg apabila pulang ke rumah dr unisel ngan motor... hehe... besnye... berangin plak tuu... pns p0n x... sjuk p0n x... it was a go0d journey, until i arrived at the traffic light at Polytech Shah Alam... huhuhu... ku dr lane kiri, ingin memasuki ke kanan dengan perasaan begitu aman damai... tiba2, ad motor laen lalu laju di hadapan ku... PAAAANNGGG!!! tayar dpan ku tersangkut di pedal kaki motor die... huhuhu... nasib bek la x jd superman! ku jatuh tersungkur, dengan nasib baek ada rumput dan lopak di sebelah kanan ku itu... akibatnya, ku basah + sakit! hahaha! abg m0t0r tu pusing balik, melihat bagaimana keadaan ku... bagus laa... da lama ku xjumpe pengguna jalan raya di Shah alam yang prihatin... kalo x, sume pentingkan diri... nasihat kpd kawan2 ku, berhati2 lah di jalan raya... jgn jd mcm ku, t'lupe seketika untuk sayangi nyawa yang diberi oleh tuhan yg esa...
my diagnosis: medial mellalus of left foot swelling and terderness, lateral side of pattela of right foot abrasions and minor cuts, swelling and terderness, wet and dirty kemeja! lalalala....~~
The rythm of the falling rain....
today, 25th of february 2010, heavy rain has struck Shah Alam this noon, and still no sign of stopping... looking at the rain, reminds me of my childhood, always enjoying playing in the rain! hehe... it also reminds me of the song "listen to the rythm of the falling rain" and "raindrops keep falling on my head"... man, i just love looking at the rain... so soothing, so peaceful and not to mention, cool... it cools down mother earth, it also cools people down too...!
looking at the rain is the only time i can think right! hard to believe, but it gives me peace to my soul and mind so that i can think pr0perly...
i miss playing in the rain! lets do rain dance, in the rain! =D
ala... bru dpt call... mama suh blk cpat n repair motor... nk tggu hujan reda dulu arr... at the mean time, i'll enjoy myself looking at the rain... =P
looking at the rain is the only time i can think right! hard to believe, but it gives me peace to my soul and mind so that i can think pr0perly...
i miss playing in the rain! lets do rain dance, in the rain! =D
ala... bru dpt call... mama suh blk cpat n repair motor... nk tggu hujan reda dulu arr... at the mean time, i'll enjoy myself looking at the rain... =P
20 February 2010
What the heck! i do l0ve her!
scratch everything what i said before!!! i'm in l0ve with her! that's what matters n0w! i'm the better man! i want her! and i'm sure she wants me to0!
go0d day today! with a little thinking...
i w0ke up this morning with a smile on my face...! that means, i'm ready to face anything with a smile! not much to do in the morning except doing overtime with my sleep... haha! then, after the friday prayers, went to my friends h0use...
suddenly, i g0t a feeling... to kare0ke! haha! kn0cking out some s0ngs until our thr0ats dried up! damn go0d! singing our hearts out with "tangkap leleh r0ck kapak melayu" songs, nailing th0se high pitch n0tes, although i'm n0t a go0d singer...! but still enj0yed it!
Then, my c0usin called, asked me wether i want to go to the movies with them... "Of course i will!!" haha! da cuti2, nk bwt ape lg kn... hehe...
we watched the movie "the wolfman", the m0vie was damn nice i tell u! hehe... i really rec0mmended it to th0se who like seeing blo0d squirting action and thriller scenes, not rec0mmended to th0se who are faint hearted... hehe...
i enj0yed most of the day today... but sumthing caught my attention... when i was kare0ke'ing, for a moment i th0ught ab0ut that girl... she has already have someone who l0ves her dearly... and i shouldn't be making her thinking ab0ut me... after hearing some opinions, i thought that i have to leave them just the way they were... it's actually my fault too because i didn't approach her earlier... now she has someone else, wh0le l0t better than me, i have to leave them like that... i don't want to be called "perampas" or anything like that...
p/s: syg, kalo u baca ni, i juz nk ckp yg i undurkan diri untuk korang berdua... die betul2 sygkn awk... jgn hancurkn bende yg indah tu, ok? tp jgn risau, i'll be there if u need me or anything... mmg salah i sbb xappr0ach awk awal2 dulu... so, skrg i kene la tanggung salah i ni... but, don't feel bad about yourself... u g0t a man that's much more better than me... he'll take care of you... if he doesn't, i'll kn0ck him d0wn! mcm mane p0n, i'll still remain as your longest best friend you can ever ask...
suddenly, i g0t a feeling... to kare0ke! haha! kn0cking out some s0ngs until our thr0ats dried up! damn go0d! singing our hearts out with "tangkap leleh r0ck kapak melayu" songs, nailing th0se high pitch n0tes, although i'm n0t a go0d singer...! but still enj0yed it!
Then, my c0usin called, asked me wether i want to go to the movies with them... "Of course i will!!" haha! da cuti2, nk bwt ape lg kn... hehe...
we watched the movie "the wolfman", the m0vie was damn nice i tell u! hehe... i really rec0mmended it to th0se who like seeing blo0d squirting action and thriller scenes, not rec0mmended to th0se who are faint hearted... hehe...
i enj0yed most of the day today... but sumthing caught my attention... when i was kare0ke'ing, for a moment i th0ught ab0ut that girl... she has already have someone who l0ves her dearly... and i shouldn't be making her thinking ab0ut me... after hearing some opinions, i thought that i have to leave them just the way they were... it's actually my fault too because i didn't approach her earlier... now she has someone else, wh0le l0t better than me, i have to leave them like that... i don't want to be called "perampas" or anything like that...
p/s: syg, kalo u baca ni, i juz nk ckp yg i undurkan diri untuk korang berdua... die betul2 sygkn awk... jgn hancurkn bende yg indah tu, ok? tp jgn risau, i'll be there if u need me or anything... mmg salah i sbb xappr0ach awk awal2 dulu... so, skrg i kene la tanggung salah i ni... but, don't feel bad about yourself... u g0t a man that's much more better than me... he'll take care of you... if he doesn't, i'll kn0ck him d0wn! mcm mane p0n, i'll still remain as your longest best friend you can ever ask...
17 February 2010
Multitasking...!!??!!
haha! i'm the guy who likes to try everything! don't get the wr0ng idea, but trying things that are positive... such as sports... although i'm not good or really sucks at it, i still enj0ying it... =D
only winter sports i didn't get to play because Malaysia is sunny for 365 days a year... if it's not sunny, it'll rain... haha!
other than that, work and experience is sumthing else for me to be preoccupied...paper work, getting sponsorships, organizing events, i want to try everything... i want to learn, i want to give my best...
the only thing that drives me to this very day is my DAD... Trying to meet up to his standard is very very tough... he's a sportsman, he has a very go0d brains! n i'm nowhere near his standards...
i'm sorry dad, i still can't meet up to your standards... but trust me, i'm trying my best to do it...
only winter sports i didn't get to play because Malaysia is sunny for 365 days a year... if it's not sunny, it'll rain... haha!
other than that, work and experience is sumthing else for me to be preoccupied...paper work, getting sponsorships, organizing events, i want to try everything... i want to learn, i want to give my best...
the only thing that drives me to this very day is my DAD... Trying to meet up to his standard is very very tough... he's a sportsman, he has a very go0d brains! n i'm nowhere near his standards...
i'm sorry dad, i still can't meet up to your standards... but trust me, i'm trying my best to do it...
15 February 2010
late night chatting...
it br0ught me smile seeing her online... after c0mmenting on her pr0file, she turned on her Y! messenger... i was delighted! hehe... we chatted f0r a long time... so cool the internet! she's on an0ther country, but stil can chat as if she is in fr0nt of me... after that enc0unter, i kn0w i have strong feelings towards her... n i kn0w she feels the same way...
terbantut niat nk bwt powerpoint on foot diabetes! haha! chatting nye psal, smpai leka... tp xpe, raw materials da siap, cume tinggal susun je utk presentation...
looking forward on seeing you again...! miss you so much... =D
terbantut niat nk bwt powerpoint on foot diabetes! haha! chatting nye psal, smpai leka... tp xpe, raw materials da siap, cume tinggal susun je utk presentation...
looking forward on seeing you again...! miss you so much... =D
14 February 2010
Valentine's Day...??
tiba2 terngiang2 lagu "Lucky" nyanyian Jason Mraz dan Colbie Calleit (bt0l x spelling?? huhuhu)...
wahhh... bru je lpas ku basuh otak member ku s0rg nih psal angau, paap! stepek kene muka ku balik! ku sudah sangka ini akan berlaku... tapi tak sangka begitu cepat! bak kata orang, live f0recast nye, not delayed!
it's only been 1 day since we've parted... but, why do i miss her so much?? why am i still thinking ab0ut her? It wasn't like this before... hmm... just d0n't kn0w what to do... when can i ever see her again?? only g0d kn0ws...
i am so grateful to g0d that have made us met each other... since we were small... ya Allah, ku bersyukur kerna menemukan ku dgn nye...
Arrgghh!!! ape nye angau... nk buang jauh2, lg rapat die menampal pada diri ku...
Tapi, ku perlu cool d0wn dulu, 1 way or an0ther... why? because i still don't kn0w her status...! Is she taken, or available? hmm... if she is really taken, i'll be so heartbroken... huhuhu... but, if that guy is way better than me, can make her happy, i just have to let her go... that's what we all want to see in someone that we love most, is that for them to be happy, although it's not with you...
wahhh... bru je lpas ku basuh otak member ku s0rg nih psal angau, paap! stepek kene muka ku balik! ku sudah sangka ini akan berlaku... tapi tak sangka begitu cepat! bak kata orang, live f0recast nye, not delayed!
it's only been 1 day since we've parted... but, why do i miss her so much?? why am i still thinking ab0ut her? It wasn't like this before... hmm... just d0n't kn0w what to do... when can i ever see her again?? only g0d kn0ws...
i am so grateful to g0d that have made us met each other... since we were small... ya Allah, ku bersyukur kerna menemukan ku dgn nye...
Arrgghh!!! ape nye angau... nk buang jauh2, lg rapat die menampal pada diri ku...
Tapi, ku perlu cool d0wn dulu, 1 way or an0ther... why? because i still don't kn0w her status...! Is she taken, or available? hmm... if she is really taken, i'll be so heartbroken... huhuhu... but, if that guy is way better than me, can make her happy, i just have to let her go... that's what we all want to see in someone that we love most, is that for them to be happy, although it's not with you...
10 February 2010
Ad0i!!!
waahhhh!! jwbnye bertepuk sblh tgn je lah ku ini kerna die sudah berpunya... alaaa..... ni la sebabnye segan nk appr0ach...
1 thing about crushes is that you'll always end up crushed...
huhuhu.... am i right...?
aduyai... so, move 1 is da right ch0ice... hehe...
p/s: tetiba tringt lagu "Penat berjalan... di tengah kota... mencari teman... bukannya mudah..." haha!
1 thing about crushes is that you'll always end up crushed...
huhuhu.... am i right...?
aduyai... so, move 1 is da right ch0ice... hehe...
p/s: tetiba tringt lagu "Penat berjalan... di tengah kota... mencari teman... bukannya mudah..." haha!
09 February 2010
What d0es my heart says? he's been sh0uting for quite some time, but i just noticed...
Speaking of the heart, there are lots of things that are related... am i right? or am i wr0ng?
such things are for instance, the love life... haha! it's n0t that complex, but sure thing not a simple one... am i in love? am i stil in love? h0w about the past love life? even this subject has it's subs... huhu... i'm so confused right now... it's been a long time i've been in a position called "gantung tak bertali"... damn... bad isn't it...
yes, i kn0w i'm not go0d enough... i don't have the looks, i got a flabby body, what more that i can offer... i have a crush with this girl... recently, in this class... it's more to like a religious class... but in that very class, i think i got a crush with this someone... haha! cliche isn't it?? but, i'm stil afraid to approach her because i still don't know her status! all my life, it's been full of rejection... hehe... g0t used to it in the end...
about this girl, i want to know her more... we can still be friends right if there's nothing going on between us... hehe.. =)
p/s: thanx for the conversation! really looking forward to talk to you again some time... =) do keep in touch...
(menyesal la xmintak number die skali... ak mintak die add kt FB je... aduh! beng0ng nye ak... huhuhu...)
such things are for instance, the love life... haha! it's n0t that complex, but sure thing not a simple one... am i in love? am i stil in love? h0w about the past love life? even this subject has it's subs... huhu... i'm so confused right now... it's been a long time i've been in a position called "gantung tak bertali"... damn... bad isn't it...
yes, i kn0w i'm not go0d enough... i don't have the looks, i got a flabby body, what more that i can offer... i have a crush with this girl... recently, in this class... it's more to like a religious class... but in that very class, i think i got a crush with this someone... haha! cliche isn't it?? but, i'm stil afraid to approach her because i still don't know her status! all my life, it's been full of rejection... hehe... g0t used to it in the end...
about this girl, i want to know her more... we can still be friends right if there's nothing going on between us... hehe.. =)
p/s: thanx for the conversation! really looking forward to talk to you again some time... =) do keep in touch...
(menyesal la xmintak number die skali... ak mintak die add kt FB je... aduh! beng0ng nye ak... huhuhu...)
info web page that helped my assignments n subjects! thanx internet!! haha!
da lama xjenguk2 kt cni... huhu... bkn xnk, cuma otak ku k0s0ng seketika (lama jugak laaa) utk mencurah ceritera dan idea... haha! alang2 tuu, juz nk bg inf0 kat rakan2 seperjuangan fisioterapi tentang laman2 web yg ku jumpe yg dpt banyak men0l0ng bwt assignments n revisi0n... (kalo ad yg revise arr... haha!)
surfing! that's what they call it! n0t wave surfing, but web surfing! that's what i did f0r the past few days... hehe... a l0t that i can find in this mighty large World Wide Web! these are a few that i like to share:
surfing! that's what they call it! n0t wave surfing, but web surfing! that's what i did f0r the past few days... hehe... a l0t that i can find in this mighty large World Wide Web! these are a few that i like to share:
want m0re? nanti je la ku kongsi lg, ye...? hehe... jgn marah...
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